Friday, August 12, 2011

Part 2: What About Me?

I wrote yesterdays post, or have been writing that post for over a week...again, not really knowing the words to say...my words flow so nicely while I lay in bed at night thinking. Then in the morning I try to remember what I thought and it doesn't sound as graceful! Go figure...
And the guilt continues...

Since posting yesterdays 'What About Me?' I've been thinking of how I sounded to someone who doesn't know me...did I sound selfish? Do they think I am a bad mother for thinking those thoughts?
Someone might be thinking..."she sat in front of the computer for an hour writing that post and uploading pics...wasn't that for herself?" Your right, in a way it is for myself ( and I do it during nap time and at night-so no one was ignored!), but I also do it because eventually I would love to see this become a 'job' for me. I love doing it, it gives me the flexibility to work from home...It's a lot of work, and it hasn't quite paid off yet..but I can be patient. :)

I'm kinda rambling...sorry...

This post kind of took an ugly turn as I tried to write it and I think I will leave it at that...this was going to be my intro post to my new linky Friday I had planned. But...not today. My debut for my linky Friday will be next Friday...so stay tuned...


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P.S- Extra edit..I ended up adding the Frivolous Friday post as planned...so feel free to link up. And I promise not to be so scattered next post! haha

2 comments:

Lacee said...

I read your post yesterday and could totally relate...I just forgot to go back and comment on it because I have the memory of a goldfish :) Don't get down on yourself. Just because you have those feeling DOES NOT make you a bad mom OR a bad person...it makes you HUMAN. I think all mommas have felt this way before...I know it's something I still struggle with and my son is 5! Definitely try to make time for yourself and for just you and your hubby. I know it's easier said than done but it really does refresh you. Hang in there momma and know that you are not alone :)

Lacee @ Mommas Like Me

Lish said...

Thank you so much Lacee! Sometimes it's just nice to hear that you are not alone!
I'm a new follower of yours too! :)